are you really the one for me? am i really the one for you? or do i just miss what once was, what we did together, how we did together. is it nothing but a waste of time for me to yearn over our past, wishing it wasn’t gone so suddenly, entertaining the idea that one day you’ll come back to me, and me to you, and we’ll shake our heads and laugh and say how silly we were to have come apart so easily. how good we can make this work again, how much we missed each other and how life didn’t feel quite right without the other. how you couldn’t look at another girl the same as you did with me, how your intensity and compassion for me never ever faded. should i ever spend my time being hopeful about this? when something reminds me of you, i physically shake my head and push it away. have you ever done the same?